morning bloggers. the time is 1.22 AM and TGIF! Thank God Is Friday, hehe. so, i gave up with my love. hehe, i'm bored. besides, he already ignored me for a few days. i don't know. mmg sebab tu NOVA ANNE kan? or other girls. hmm maybe, ak terlalu push dia untuk terima ak balik. ha ha ha, let him be. i set him free. lantak la dia lepas ne. Hdup dia kan, i don't care anymore. i still can breathing without him. i just don't care about my life now. too much pressure, i don't even know wht is it. so i guess karma is still exist in my life. well, terima seja la. hadapi dengan senyuman, :)

AND,
hari ini ak moody stu hri gara2 xngam ma family ak. maybe silap ak la jga sbb balik2 ckp ma ummie ak mau Blackberry. toinggggg~ suda la duit blm kena bg ne. ehh, bari banci. apa la mau di beli kat KL ne? cuci2 mata seja la. maybe bukan rezeki ak mau shpping berabis taun ne. it's okay la farah. sekali lg, ak hadapi dgn senyuman. :)

LAST NIGHT,
we were contacted back. yeayyy. guess who? haha. NAIM MCKANE actly. gosh, i really miss him. credits to ASIAH AZLAN caused make me feel wanna cntct him back. and, SHYY HANIZAA NAWAWI caused support me to send a msg to him. wink wink wink. yes, i admit i'd happy. so do him, yeay! let bygone be by gone. forget the past. just let me do a new chapter between me and him as a friend. tht's wht he wanted.

UNFORTUNATELY,
CYRIL LEROY ody cut my line, damn it! he took my place. ohh gosh, mcm mau mati pun ada ne skg. it's okay. i think i still can chase him. ha ha ha. not to be so worry. besides, i love the way we played cause both of us b'saing each other to get the next level.

so, tht's all for today. i wish my day will more better than yesterday. SALAM.

apa la. bodo. :'(

fine. memang la ak happy ba cple sama ko balik. ko tau ka, ak org yg paling gembira mlm tu tau masa ko ckp ko mau terima ak balik. sebab tu la ak kena jaga ko baik2 skg sbb ak da dapat ko balik. tp, ko mana blh bt ak bgini. yaa, ak tau skg ak msti phm ko. ak msti phm prgai mu cemana. skg, ak enda blh suda mau marah ko sukahti. enda bule ba, sbb ak mau buktikan dkat ko yg ak brubah. ak nemau lg jdi mcm dlu. yg suka marah2 ko, yg suka kongkong ko. so, spttnya ko kena la hargai perubahan ak ne. ak berubah sbb ko. bkn sbb lain pun.

ko layan org lain lebih dari ko layan ak. bkn ak mau protes ka apa, tp ak pun layak ba kena layan. bkn lgsg enda kena layan. :'( ini, ko lyn tu pmpuan lebih dari ak. ini yang bikin sakt hti. see? ak enda buleh wa mau marah. sbb, kalau ak marah, ko ckp ak ne enda pndai brubah. then, bila ak diam2, ko pun diam2 dan ko akn tgu ak ckp, 'kita break'. hmm. ak enda buleh bt papa wa skg.

i'm done. buat la apa2 yg ko suka epul. ko mau cple len ka, apa ka di belakang, buat la. ak netau mau ckp apa lg. :'(

TIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!

Cyril Leroy and me are having the same level on Cafeland. OMG~ what the hell is going on now? Relax farah. i just have to be cool in this situation. Lusa, my family and i will go to KL. Umie has her convocation at PWTC. so, i will having fun there. and buy somes present to beloved friends and specially for my boyfie, hehe. later la fikir tuhh.

today, i did two things. FIRST, i went out to mcD with seapool. i supposed to play Cafeland kat sana. Unfortunately, no Internet access. WTF?! seapool pun yg mcm, 'simpan la balik tu laptop'. jdi apa la ne urg barat2 bawa lappy? ee. anyway, i want to tell tht, mcD's workers were so annoying. mothefucker! i hate one of the worker there. maybe itu manager. we're customer. so, layan la customer bgus2. talk nicely, damn! sabar seja la. SECOND, i changed my hairstyle. i asked Untie Shiela to do rebornding treatment and perm curve. mcm rasa i'm using rmbut palsu ohh skg. weng weng weng. kembang di bwah. this is on of my picture tht i took after did this new hairstyle.




BUT, we had fight just now. nasib xbesar tau. nasibbbbbbbbb sekejap seja. nasib ak mengalah. nasib ak sabar. see? kalau salah step, mmg break la lg jwbnya. :( nemau, nemau, nemau. ak nemau lgi kehilangan dia. sangat susah untuk mencari pengganti sperti dia. he's the only one.

P/s : epul, ak da selesa dgn keadaan yg bgini. syukurlah, ne naa yang ak mau bgtau ko, i love you!

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. INSOMNIA.what the heck is that? nehh, just sayingg. sejak bila la ne i get this disease? seriously, i can't sleep tadi. dpt tdo pun sekejap seja, then bgn balik. trus, dipaksa tdo balik, xdpt. so, dari buang masa untuk cuba tidur balik tp tidak jga dpt2, so i studied sejarah tingkatan 5. yalaa, pagi2 ne kn ngam baca sejarah. at least, masuklah juga apa yg ak belajar td. so, my recommends about this subject ;

1. very interesting. awesome!
2. maybe the text book was not so complicated with words. i mean, it was not full of words on one page.
3. ada lesson ygg suda dipelajari time form 3.
4. quite easy to understand. cool ha? :D
5. i enjoyed my time studying the subject! yeaaaaah baby =w=b

baa, lepas ne boleh la tambir2 ckit, trip2 pndai di kelas. hahahaha, jokes. i hope i can improve my lesson on this subject. i will prove you cgu Norazita. jgn pndg sy sblh mata cgu. :)

hi peeps. howwa you? everything's okay? Alhamdulillah. :) this time, i want to share about someone that i loved since November 2009. here we go;

Name : Mohd Saiful Solehin bin Yahya
Age : 18 years old
DOB : 30th November 1993
Characteristics : Annoying, loving, hot-tempered, faithful.

nehh, it's seapool actly. hehehehehehehe. well well well, i just want to tell tht, i love him so much. the only man in my mind now. can't live without him. why? i fucking damn don't know. forever and always. i just wish he can be mine until we get married. hahahahahaha. i mean it. it's a dream actly. i mean, one of my dreams. God, make it comes true. Amin. i was very grateful to Allah for giving me a chance to get him back. Allah being fair to me. I promise, i will use the chance properly. no more careless. i hope this relationship will be longer. Happily ever after. farah <3 epul forever.

FINAAAAAAAALLY, ak dpt blik cinta kami. segala tangis yg ak keluarkan tidak sia2, penantian yg ak tgu tidak sia2. yeayyyyyyyyy! seapool telah menjadi milik ak kembali. so, hri ni kmi hangout. p complex, swimming. first time swimming ma eya. ngiahahaha. suma pun best ba klau sma yg t'syg even di mata org, 'alaa, apa la sgt' haha. then, 4 lebih pulg. kci teman epul mamam tmpt nene eponk. ya mkn mee goreng ayam. trus, bt video. apa ya bilang sama ak? 'shooting'. haha! mcm ayam seja ak rasa. very sweet <3 dia sebenarnya jeles sbb dulu time ak cple sma org len, kmi ada bt video. so, dia nemau klah. jdi dia pun tembirang la mau bt video. nepa la. mana2 la dia, jnji kmi dpt bersama balik. mau dijadikn ceta, mari la, ak kacitau. smlm, ak tnya epul. blh ka kta start over again? then, epul pun ckp can. hahahahaha. so, apa lg? very the happy la! sebenarnya, ini lah sgt yg paling ak tunggu slama kmi enda sama2.

see,
dia sgt istimewa dlm hdup ak. cukup la sebelum ne ak tglkn eya. biarlah itu kali terakhir ak bt. ak nemau lg ulang benda yg sama. nemau! ak cuma mau sma dia. ak sgt bersyukur sbb memiliki dia. there's no one can replace him. never! ak harap hbgn yg kmi bina semula ni akn berkekalan smpai bila2, insyaAllah.

so, girls, boys, do tekcre your love. don't ever leave the true love. once you leave, u'll regret. trust me, i'm not lying. :)

sayang SEAPOOL selamanya. ;)

hi. this was a sad part of my life for today. i thought the day will shine until tonight. tp tak sbnrnya. just like a cloud, my eyes will do the same. if you walk away, everyday it will rain. tak tau la kenapa taun ne percintaan ak dri awl tahun smpai skg sgt teruk? entah la. mau ckp pembalasan pun, ak sendiri enda berani ckp. see? Naim posted da mcm tu. ak ada meh msh hrpn tuk balik sama dia? no. no no no no no! no. why i have to deserve this? why?! why must be me?! ak mau jadi mcm farah dlu. yg slalu happy sma boy nya.


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bye!