♥Saturday, 4 February 2012♥
first at all. i miss you so much. yes, i'm telling the world, that i miss you damn much! okay? i can't lie to myself. sakit tau hati bila kena bt mcm ne. u da bg hrpan tau dkat i. tp u just let me go. aku mau sgt kau halang aku. but u're not. aku tau ko sudah berubah, tp ak sendiri netau knpa aku masih syg dkat kau. aku mau sangat benci kau. tapi ak netau kenapa kau la juga yg paling ak sayang? makin rsa mau benci, makin pulak syg jadinya.
aku harap, aku satu-satunya perempuan yang perlukan kau balik dalam hidup aku. tolong, terima aku balik. kau yang ku tunggu sampai bila-bila. :'(
see? bukan senang kita mau lupakan seseorang yang pernah buat kita gembira, buat kita sedih. siapa yang cakap senang tu, well, kamu mmg tiada perasaan. i mean, kamu tidak pandai hargai apa itu cinta. atleast kamu berterima kasih la sebab ini lah salah satu experience kamu untuk mencari jodoh nanti. jadi, yang couple tu, jaga couple kamu. jgn smpai ada antara kamu dua, akan sakit hati sebab perkara yang tidak sepatutnya. hargai apa yang kamu ada hari ne sbb mmgkn benda yg kamu ada, tidak akan ada pengganti. persefahaman dan kepercayaan antara kamu dua sgt penting. baru kamu kena label, 'sweet couple ever' :)
aku harap, aku satu-satunya perempuan yang perlukan kau balik dalam hidup aku. tolong, terima aku balik. kau yang ku tunggu sampai bila-bila. :'(
see? bukan senang kita mau lupakan seseorang yang pernah buat kita gembira, buat kita sedih. siapa yang cakap senang tu, well, kamu mmg tiada perasaan. i mean, kamu tidak pandai hargai apa itu cinta. atleast kamu berterima kasih la sebab ini lah salah satu experience kamu untuk mencari jodoh nanti. jadi, yang couple tu, jaga couple kamu. jgn smpai ada antara kamu dua, akan sakit hati sebab perkara yang tidak sepatutnya. hargai apa yang kamu ada hari ne sbb mmgkn benda yg kamu ada, tidak akan ada pengganti. persefahaman dan kepercayaan antara kamu dua sgt penting. baru kamu kena label, 'sweet couple ever' :)
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 04:27
@ 04:27
♥Saturday, 28 January 2012♥
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, 1D! <3
FIRST OF ALL, i am the DIRECTIONER now. hehehe. i am so in love with one direction especially LOUIS TOMLINSON. this is carrot! hahaha. he such a cute guy, isn't? before tht, i do liked LIAM PAYNE. but, it just for a short period. after i watched one thing official music video, i am so interesting with Lou. i don't know why. maybe because of his INBETWEENER DANCEEEEEEEE. hahaha. ohh, i love 1D damn much!
i started know them from ZUREEN HASAN actually. pada suatu petang la, i nyanyi lagu 'what makes you're beautiful'. and, idk pun itu One Direction baa. ngam2 time tu, we talked about oral for bi. then, she heard la i sang the song.
Conversation between Zureen and me.
zureen : eh, kita bt pasal one direction untuk bi ne.
me : eh, yg ak nyanyi2 tu, one direction plak tu? ohh. syok ne lagunya. mcm ne la, ko bt la psal one direction. ak bt foster the people. mai bt psal paramore.
then, bila smpai ruma, i searched la One Direction ne, toinggggggg~ di sana la i kept hearing the song. and i would talked many time about Liam at zureen. everydayyyyyy! after that kan, i ody saw org post2 psal new music video 1D. yg one thing laa. ak dgn sombong, nemau buka. hahaha. sbb ak suda excited kn dgr lgu 'what makes you're beautiful'. tp, netau la cemana ak blh t'buka tu music video. FYI, di sana la startnya ak obses berabisssssss. and part tu jga la ak sda fallen in love with Lou <3
now, i am collecting Louis's photos. one of his photo already i made as my cover photo at timeline on facebook. and my mind always to him. ohh LOUIS, i love you. i love you, i love youuuuuuuuuuu! so much, okay? see, i can't stop talking about you. actually, i am more to LOUIS than rest. but, i am directioners. i love all of themmmmmmmmm. forever DIRECTIONER!
"skinny dipping with Harry, eating carrots with Louis, nandos with Niall, looking in the mirror with Zayn and watching toy story with Liam."
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 09:26
@ 09:26
♥Saturday, 14 January 2012♥
hmm. this is sad.
i lost two friends in one situation. well, it's my fault i guess. i'm sorry. okay? hmm. i shouldn't tell Aqem about that. arghhhh! nevermind la. i admit, tht was definitely my mistakes.
sorry, friend. yeah, maybe i lost your trust, but i hope, one day you will forgive me. just that, i damnly hate the girl who likes you. okay? ish, blh2 kta gado pasal ne benda? unexpected. feel wanna cry after read your last message tadi. no, i won't make any status about you di facebook. cause i know, itu sememangnya salah ak. and i deserve to get your anger. sorry, again. :'(
i lost two friends in one situation. well, it's my fault i guess. i'm sorry. okay? hmm. i shouldn't tell Aqem about that. arghhhh! nevermind la. i admit, tht was definitely my mistakes.
sorry, friend. yeah, maybe i lost your trust, but i hope, one day you will forgive me. just that, i damnly hate the girl who likes you. okay? ish, blh2 kta gado pasal ne benda? unexpected. feel wanna cry after read your last message tadi. no, i won't make any status about you di facebook. cause i know, itu sememangnya salah ak. and i deserve to get your anger. sorry, again. :'(
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 08:07
@ 08:07
♥♥
ehem ehem ehem.
dun dun dunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
okay. first, i want to tell that I'M IN LOVE now. maybe ini cuma sekadar perasaan yang sementara. but, who knows if kmi ada jodoh? haha. the story begins.....
one night, which was hri tu hri selasa mlm, i guess. time tu, ttn addmaths. sblm msuk rumah cgu, besa laa. lepak2 dlu di luar sama zureen, peeqa, ajil and nisham. ceta2 kosong la with them. then, suddenly the feeling yg unexpected came between me and one of them. goshhhh! start mlm tu, my feeling towards him came back. actly, i do liked him, once la. tp, after he insulted me, so perasaan tu semakin lama semakin hilang. then, datang balik la pulak. toinggggggg~
tadi! i was planned to wear harimau malaya's jersey baa. but faiq ody used both jerseys. i was like, 'damnnnn. i want to wear bodo. i want to wear the jersey cause i knw he will use the jersey!' sekali, dia pkai baaa. awwwwwwww. sgt mnyesal eh, nevermind.
hahaha. i had much memories with him, i promise i will never forget that. please let me be the only your secret admire. muahh!
dun dun dunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
okay. first, i want to tell that I'M IN LOVE now. maybe ini cuma sekadar perasaan yang sementara. but, who knows if kmi ada jodoh? haha. the story begins.....
one night, which was hri tu hri selasa mlm, i guess. time tu, ttn addmaths. sblm msuk rumah cgu, besa laa. lepak2 dlu di luar sama zureen, peeqa, ajil and nisham. ceta2 kosong la with them. then, suddenly the feeling yg unexpected came between me and one of them. goshhhh! start mlm tu, my feeling towards him came back. actly, i do liked him, once la. tp, after he insulted me, so perasaan tu semakin lama semakin hilang. then, datang balik la pulak. toinggggggg~
tadi! i was planned to wear harimau malaya's jersey baa. but faiq ody used both jerseys. i was like, 'damnnnn. i want to wear bodo. i want to wear the jersey cause i knw he will use the jersey!' sekali, dia pkai baaa. awwwwwwww. sgt mnyesal eh, nevermind.
hahaha. i had much memories with him, i promise i will never forget that. please let me be the only your secret admire. muahh!
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 01:55
@ 01:55
♥Saturday, 7 January 2012♥
HELLO BLOGGER. haha. tak rajin actly mau update ne blog. suddenly mlm t'ingin mau type smthng. so, type2 seja la kat blog. maybe sbb t'lmpau bosan ne. erghhh. ><
1. school? okay seja. nothing yg special. just tht, we got new tchr from Perak, Miss Kartiyani. yeii. she is Physics and Additional Mathematic's tchr. bgus la dia. i love the way her teach. first time skola bt the right choice. hahaha. like who cares? whatever. Anyway, Miss Karti can't beat like Cikgu Izudin. memandangkan 2 2 pro adm, otak ak lg tmbh pro. HAHAHAHAHA. angan2 je la, tak lebih.
2. love on 2012? PUII. no way. haha. enjoy, mcm c ChipPOOL LAMBEGINI II tu ckp, 'jnji ko enjoy life ko' enjoy la sgt. ==t guys, ex-candidate da warned us, stdy bgs2 for ths spm. so, i'm doing the thng la. after spm la enjoy brabis. just have my conversation with my girlfie, RUTH JOE JOAN, yeahhh. i can't wait spending my full time with her. <3 she's the best! i really proud to be one of her friends. thank God.
cepat la SPM habis. please please please. hehehehe
1. school? okay seja. nothing yg special. just tht, we got new tchr from Perak, Miss Kartiyani. yeii. she is Physics and Additional Mathematic's tchr. bgus la dia. i love the way her teach. first time skola bt the right choice. hahaha. like who cares? whatever. Anyway, Miss Karti can't beat like Cikgu Izudin. memandangkan 2 2 pro adm, otak ak lg tmbh pro. HAHAHAHAHA. angan2 je la, tak lebih.
2. love on 2012? PUII. no way. haha. enjoy, mcm c ChipPOOL LAMBEGINI II tu ckp, 'jnji ko enjoy life ko' enjoy la sgt. ==t guys, ex-candidate da warned us, stdy bgs2 for ths spm. so, i'm doing the thng la. after spm la enjoy brabis. just have my conversation with my girlfie, RUTH JOE JOAN, yeahhh. i can't wait spending my full time with her. <3 she's the best! i really proud to be one of her friends. thank God.
cepat la SPM habis. please please please. hehehehe
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 09:58
@ 09:58
♥Thursday, 8 December 2011♥
morning bloggers. the time is 1.22 AM and TGIF! Thank God Is Friday, hehe. so, i gave up with my love. hehe, i'm bored. besides, he already ignored me for a few days. i don't know. mmg sebab tu NOVA ANNE kan? or other girls. hmm maybe, ak terlalu push dia untuk terima ak balik. ha ha ha, let him be. i set him free. lantak la dia lepas ne. Hdup dia kan, i don't care anymore. i still can breathing without him. i just don't care about my life now. too much pressure, i don't even know wht is it. so i guess karma is still exist in my life. well, terima seja la. hadapi dengan senyuman, :)
AND,
hari ini ak moody stu hri gara2 xngam ma family ak. maybe silap ak la jga sbb balik2 ckp ma ummie ak mau Blackberry. toinggggg~ suda la duit blm kena bg ne. ehh, bari banci. apa la mau di beli kat KL ne? cuci2 mata seja la. maybe bukan rezeki ak mau shpping berabis taun ne. it's okay la farah. sekali lg, ak hadapi dgn senyuman. :)
LAST NIGHT,
we were contacted back. yeayyy. guess who? haha. NAIM MCKANE actly. gosh, i really miss him. credits to ASIAH AZLAN caused make me feel wanna cntct him back. and, SHYY HANIZAA NAWAWI caused support me to send a msg to him. wink wink wink. yes, i admit i'd happy. so do him, yeay! let bygone be by gone. forget the past. just let me do a new chapter between me and him as a friend. tht's wht he wanted.
UNFORTUNATELY,
CYRIL LEROY ody cut my line, damn it! he took my place. ohh gosh, mcm mau mati pun ada ne skg. it's okay. i think i still can chase him. ha ha ha. not to be so worry. besides, i love the way we played cause both of us b'saing each other to get the next level.
so, tht's all for today. i wish my day will more better than yesterday. SALAM.
AND,
hari ini ak moody stu hri gara2 xngam ma family ak. maybe silap ak la jga sbb balik2 ckp ma ummie ak mau Blackberry. toinggggg~ suda la duit blm kena bg ne. ehh, bari banci. apa la mau di beli kat KL ne? cuci2 mata seja la. maybe bukan rezeki ak mau shpping berabis taun ne. it's okay la farah. sekali lg, ak hadapi dgn senyuman. :)
LAST NIGHT,
we were contacted back. yeayyy. guess who? haha. NAIM MCKANE actly. gosh, i really miss him. credits to ASIAH AZLAN caused make me feel wanna cntct him back. and, SHYY HANIZAA NAWAWI caused support me to send a msg to him. wink wink wink. yes, i admit i'd happy. so do him, yeay! let bygone be by gone. forget the past. just let me do a new chapter between me and him as a friend. tht's wht he wanted.
UNFORTUNATELY,
CYRIL LEROY ody cut my line, damn it! he took my place. ohh gosh, mcm mau mati pun ada ne skg. it's okay. i think i still can chase him. ha ha ha. not to be so worry. besides, i love the way we played cause both of us b'saing each other to get the next level.
so, tht's all for today. i wish my day will more better than yesterday. SALAM.
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 09:43
@ 09:43
♥Monday, 5 December 2011♥
apa la. bodo. :'(
fine. memang la ak happy ba cple sama ko balik. ko tau ka, ak org yg paling gembira mlm tu tau masa ko ckp ko mau terima ak balik. sebab tu la ak kena jaga ko baik2 skg sbb ak da dapat ko balik. tp, ko mana blh bt ak bgini. yaa, ak tau skg ak msti phm ko. ak msti phm prgai mu cemana. skg, ak enda blh suda mau marah ko sukahti. enda bule ba, sbb ak mau buktikan dkat ko yg ak brubah. ak nemau lg jdi mcm dlu. yg suka marah2 ko, yg suka kongkong ko. so, spttnya ko kena la hargai perubahan ak ne. ak berubah sbb ko. bkn sbb lain pun.
ko layan org lain lebih dari ko layan ak. bkn ak mau protes ka apa, tp ak pun layak ba kena layan. bkn lgsg enda kena layan. :'( ini, ko lyn tu pmpuan lebih dari ak. ini yang bikin sakt hti. see? ak enda buleh wa mau marah. sbb, kalau ak marah, ko ckp ak ne enda pndai brubah. then, bila ak diam2, ko pun diam2 dan ko akn tgu ak ckp, 'kita break'. hmm. ak enda buleh bt papa wa skg.
i'm done. buat la apa2 yg ko suka epul. ko mau cple len ka, apa ka di belakang, buat la. ak netau mau ckp apa lg. :'(
fine. memang la ak happy ba cple sama ko balik. ko tau ka, ak org yg paling gembira mlm tu tau masa ko ckp ko mau terima ak balik. sebab tu la ak kena jaga ko baik2 skg sbb ak da dapat ko balik. tp, ko mana blh bt ak bgini. yaa, ak tau skg ak msti phm ko. ak msti phm prgai mu cemana. skg, ak enda blh suda mau marah ko sukahti. enda bule ba, sbb ak mau buktikan dkat ko yg ak brubah. ak nemau lg jdi mcm dlu. yg suka marah2 ko, yg suka kongkong ko. so, spttnya ko kena la hargai perubahan ak ne. ak berubah sbb ko. bkn sbb lain pun.
ko layan org lain lebih dari ko layan ak. bkn ak mau protes ka apa, tp ak pun layak ba kena layan. bkn lgsg enda kena layan. :'( ini, ko lyn tu pmpuan lebih dari ak. ini yang bikin sakt hti. see? ak enda buleh wa mau marah. sbb, kalau ak marah, ko ckp ak ne enda pndai brubah. then, bila ak diam2, ko pun diam2 dan ko akn tgu ak ckp, 'kita break'. hmm. ak enda buleh bt papa wa skg.
i'm done. buat la apa2 yg ko suka epul. ko mau cple len ka, apa ka di belakang, buat la. ak netau mau ckp apa lg. :'(
lots of love, cikfarah♥
@ 09:47
@ 09:47
